Misconception of Me

composed 02 Sep 2018. 4:13pm
Finished composing: 7:21pm
Start editing: 7:21pm
Done: 8:01pm
re-edit: 9:08pm

This was supposed to be made on 1st Sep but as always, when composing something in anger, I usually will not post them right away. 
for someone with extreme temper like myself, I know very well that nothing came out good when you do things out of anger.

I composed the original on my phone on 31st Aug.
I might still not post this up yet.

Why not, you might ask?
becoz I'm not sure what I wanted to tell.
the truth?
the glossed-over truth?
the vague truth?

I just hope when I finally decided to post this up, it's not gonna end up a very messy essay. LOL

I try putting my "Misconception" in point form. let's see how things go from there.

but before we continue, a few notes;

NOTE 1: THIS IS A LONG ASS RIDE. So, if you don't feel like reading to the end, LEAVE.

NOTE 2: make your judgement ONLY AFTER YOU READ TILL THE END.

NOTE 3: Vulgar language is used. maybe.

1. I am not ri…

Who Waits For Love


i completely forgot about this song when I was posting about SHINee 6th album.

my favorite.

but first lets enjoy this hotness of a performance

I don't know why but this is the first time I read the translations of the lyrics.

Macam, why so emo?


English translation:
I was looking for an echo that didn’t return Walking for a long time, then I got lost My steps have grown heavy I don’t even know why we’ve grown so far apart
“Hello,” your short greeting Becomes a long rainfall Even an umbrella is too good for me I’m sick with you like a cold
Who waits for love x2 I don’t blame you for leaving me Who waits for love x2 It’s my problem for loving you
This fever won’t cool because the cold wind keeps blowing I’m sick with you, I’m not getting better, it’s not easy to endure each day I can’t measure the size of my heart with a scale I can’t read the temperature of my heart with a thermometer I’m gonna break down, only I’m miserable, I want to take you off of me, get off
“Hello,” your short greeting Beco…

Rose-colored boi

found via Google by Noxmoony on DeviantArt

Rose-colored boy I hear you making all that noise About the world you want to see And oh, I'm so annoyed 'Cause I just killed off what was left of the optimist in me
I'm right at the end of my rope A half-empty girl Don't make me laugh, I'll choke
Just let me cry a little bit longer I ain't gon' smile if I don't want to Hey man, we all can't be like you I wish we were all rose-colored too
I want you to stop insisting that I'm not a lost cause 'Cause I've been through a lot Really all I've got is just to stay pissed off
Leave me here a little bit longer I think I wanna stay in the car I don't want anybody seeing me cry now You say "We gotta look on the bright side" I say "Well maybe if you wanna go blind"
You say my eyes are getting too dark now But boy, you ain't ever seen my mind
Just let me cry a little bit longer I ain't gon' smile if I don't want to Hey, man, we all can'…

Jessi Album

Jessi - UN2VERSE

I thought I've talked about this. Rupanya balum.

I have something agaisnt her for some reason. maybe she reminds me of an old buddy.

I know she has a new song, Down, out at the moment, but I can't talk about that now since I have not listen to it, yet.

So, lets talk about her first mini album, UN2VERSE

took me forever to finally decided to download the album.
coz I remembered how I feel about Taeyeon and her first mini album, and thought I'd give Jessi's a chance.

boi! I was not disappointed.

I stand by my words; don't judge a song from its MV.

I think I like Arrived. coz it's in English. LOL

Gucci is thug.

Her singing voice is gorgeous. I don't know about her rapping tho. I mean, I can rap along, so thats cool. LOL

Seriously guys, if you want to stan a song, don't watch the MV. Listen to the audio first. coz chances are, you'll straight up hate a song when the MV sucks. 
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Broken Wing

I bought this precious Snitch bracelet at Wizarding World of Harry Potter, Universal Studio Japan.

I. love. it.
but not even a month after that, and only been wearing it for a couple of times (I think), one of the wing broke.

Kan nangis pun ada jua but I was at the office and to keep the pieces save, I put them in the little container of knic knacs I had with me at that time.

Knowing myself, I wasn't surprised that it took me at least another month to fix it.

I just attached the wing to the snitch using super glue.

and after that, I don't dare to pakai, coz I know its more fragile now and I don't want to risk it.

Precious little thingggg.

why you soo preciousssss??

Jadi perhiasan saja lahhh..

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the Night Sky

In light of me trying to post more often,
I decided to post everything that I have 'jaruk' in this laptop.
As previously mentioned, I have organized most photos for posting, in a folder.
and here come the first one.

Taken on 29th July 2015, 7:12pm-7:13pm

I had to Google
katanya: Venus (left) and Jupiter (right).

These were taken around the same time as when Jessica was making a post about it in her old blog.

I just didn't get the chance to make a post out of this at that time. in other words, I was lazy. LOL

Taken on 13th June 2018, 7:06pm

This one confirmed, the brightest one is Venus (far right). I am not sure what's on the left (barely visible in this photo too, sorry). but I Googled and it is most likely Jupiter.

CLiCK HerE for more.
I am not a sky expert but this website seems legit. 

I have always been fascinated by the night sky and its stars. 
I wish I have a good camera to capture them.

Above photos was taken as I was reverse-parking my car into the garage.
I was curio…

Story of Light

So, SHINee has released all the albums for this 10th Year comebacks.

The Story of Light

Ep 1

Ep 2

Ep 3

One fanaccount on IG asked; which album is your favorite?
My answer?
I don't have fav album, I have favorite song from each album; Good Evening, Chemistry, Lock You Down.

There were some 'support' thing going on before Ep 3 was released and I only found out about it on the release day. 
Turns out, ep 3 contained a song which has Jonghyun's voice in it. Thus, people are comforting and supporting those who are not able to listen to the album yet, for worry of triggers. 
The song they were referring to is Lock You Down.

Since I wasn't aware of it, I was pretty calm when I listened to Lock You Down and actually fell in love with that song right away.

You see, I became a full Shawol during Hello Baby / Jojo era. Meaning, my full on fanatic mode for SHINee was during their 2nd Album, Lucifer.
So, naturally, I love the entirety of the album! Biasa, obsess kan. kantut pun bau harum. L…